Growing pains? That comes with the territory, sweetheart! Remember this, every pain your able to handle and endure, you become a better person for it. Do you know how many others have gone through what your experiencing? I really don't think your interested in hearing any of my many LONELY days and years of life that I've gone through, RIGHT? Yet, I'm still here and as I said, you become a better person for it.
There's plenty to do when you put your mind on to other interests. Aslief has given you some suggestions. Reading is an awesome way to get your mind focused on other matters. If you continue reflecting and dwelling on your past, expect misery, learn the lessons of your past. Learn to be alone! There's plenty of other things in life that makes life worth living!
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